I just might be the phantom of the opera's biggest fan!!

Ok its time for an update!! IM talking to smurfy online and he is reminding me of how upsetting it is to b single. I dont mean to b desperate and really im not desperate but yea i want a bf. Theres a difference!!! When ur desperate u would go out with anyone!! i wouldnt i have some dignity. All i want is a sweet,nice,caring, a lil sensitive and ok itd b good if they were attractive guy!! Is that soo much to ask!!!!!! Then i was talking to nicole last night and she upset me even more that when the senior prom comes around ill b going with friends. Thats better then not going at all, a guy would b nice though!! Me and alex will b applying fo r the mtv show made and people think we will get on because supposedly were "histerical" or sumthing! lol All i kno is things have to change , weather MORE CLEAVAGE like smurfy said or sumthing else but i kno i nees a guy!