OK people that read my last entry saw what a bad mood i was in but dont worry im all better now. I had a really good conversation with my friend jeff about life and people. I mean i have no idea why it cheered me up cause it was a depressing conversation. I mean this guy is a freshman in college and i used to work with him, he is the nicest funniest guy ever! I mean seriously the most genuinly sincere guy i kno. I can really tallk to him about everything. Well for some reason we always get on the topic of relationships and how were not in one.( not together lol, but like how i dont have a bf and he doesnt have a gf). Well i couldnt believe what he was saying to me because this is a funny,great guy ,not the best looking but when u get to know him a wonderful person. He is soo negative about relationships though, he was saying how he has never had a gf and how i got it and im young thats y i dont have a bf but he watched all hs friends his age all go through different relationships and he just never went through that. I told himm i truely belive there is sumone out there for everyone, and he upset me the way he was talking how sooo many people die alone. I mean yes thats true but people must realize its not all about looks , if a person has a great personality its not gunnna matter.It would have been really depressing but for some strange reason it made me feel better, that there are soo many other people out there like me. Well him and some crying and mariah carey music got me outta my bad mood, thank u!

Me and him should make a deal that if were not married when im 40 and he will b 43, we shall marry eachother!! hahah j/k

My new pholosophy on life...

"All people are asses, u just gotta find ur one special ass"