I woke up at 6 and y day started of ok like any other day and i got on bus went to school and evrything. I went to my first period class global and the teacher was being a huge bitch today and not really caring what she said to anyone. So im ok just a little sad i mean i have a right to be my friend got killed yesterday in a car accident. Were going over these packets for the mid term that we had to do for homework last night. So she gets to this thing its like a reading fill in the blank passage thing and i didnt get like three on the blanks and so as i went along i guessed. So she comes charging over to me and in front of the whole class said,"oo look who didnt do her homework, thats great". it made it worse because i did do my homework just not that section.  Anyway, I was trying to hold back the tears for the rest of the period even though it was soo hard, i kinda did i guess. Then at the end of first period there like 5 minutes of announcment and no one listens to that and my friend mahta asked me what was wrong and i told her my friend got killed yesterday and right when i said that i couldnt hold back my tears and just started crying and i just didnt wanna speak cause it made me cry more. I finally got out of stupid global and went to spanish. David comes up to me why do u look so sad mel, and i told him and started crying histerically and i like couldnt speak.People had heard about the accident on the news and stuff (go to my last entry and read what happened). So then like half the class is there and heard me say it and like, u dont kno what to say to a person when they say that, when i first heard i was numb in shock. so tears in my eyes i walk up to my woonderful best ever spanish teacher and ask if i can talk to him outside. I said to him "My friend got killed yesterday in a car accident and ive been crying all day and like cant stop, can i go call my mom i really want to go home" i was balling at this point. He is one of the nicest teachers ive ever had in my life and said me yes of course, im soo sorry, i heard about that on the news, u go do what u have to do.and gave me a hug. So i went to thhe nurse called my mom and i was still crying and she knew i was crying all last night and said can u come and get me mommy i cant stop crying and told her how my global teacher set of the tears. she sad shed b there as soon as possible, so i sat in the nurses office waiting for her and looking like a mental person and they asked if i needed to speak to the school physcologist, i said no cause i really dont. My mom came and then shes like melissa u might wanna talk to them soon, so she took their #s(i will not b talking to them).

I got home cried some more sat on my couch listening to the phantom of the opera music to cheer me up, didnt work, so i just went to sleep after that.

My mom called the school of the girl to find out about the funeral or wake or anything cause like i dont know how these things work. The school said it was too soon to be calling they didnt plan this so you can call back later and find out.